ure not the one..

Lagi2,,
satu ksalahan y sama,,
orang y sama,,
will i realize n surrender?
Finally admit that he'll always be like that,no matter what..
No matter how hard i try..
No matter how hard i believe..
Or should i fight to keep my believe on u?
All i can do is just let it be..
But,,
from now on,
though its hard,
i wont beg on u,,
i wont let my self be intimidated by u,
by ur thought,
by ur words,
bcos that isnt fren attitude,
bcos ure not as perfect as i think..
Bcos ure not the one..

park hyo shin - noon eh ggot

Suddenly as I followed your growing shadow,
I was walking with you inside darkness..

As we hold hands until whenever that might be,
Just being together makes me cry..

As the wind becomes colder, winter comes closer..
Little by little, on this path, comes the season when I had to let you go..

As I watch the first snowflowers of this year right now,
In this moment that we share together, I want to give you my all..
Do you know of my heart?

I wasn't always so weak, I'm loving you like this but
that's all my heart can do..

If I was by your side, no matter what the task may be
I feel as if I can do it.. I get that feeling..

When the wind rattles my window and even the dark night awakens,
I'll erase even all your painful memories,
With that bright smile..

With these white snowflowers falling endlessly,
The sidewalk that we are walking on glows with a bright light,
without even knowing that it's changed..

Have I lived on for someone else?
Wanting to do everything for them, I learned that that was love..

If by chance I knew where you were,
I would've become a star in the winter sky and shined on you..

Even on days when you laugh and sad nights that are damp with tears,
I'll be by yourside always, whenever that may be..

Don't cry, look at me..
All I want to do is be together with you by your side..
I won't let you go this time..

Inside the snowflowers that fill this path and shower on us endlessly,
little by little, small memories are being drawn inside our hearts
Forever by my side you are there..


bhubung lagu ini aslina dari korea, which means lirikna juga asli bahasa sono, jadina pas nyanyi juga asal nyanyi ajah, gag ngerti spellna gimana apalagi artina apaan ..stelah sekian lama nyanyi ngaco, akhirna tau juga deh arti lagunya, artina dalem juga..sama kaya serial dramanya, taken from my fave korean drama, SORRY, I LOVE U..

working again..

seneng dee,,jurnal tercinta uda bisa hidup kembali..
kmaren2 sempet dikirain spam blog sama server,,gag taw deh ko ujug2 jadi tersangka beginii...
padaal saia kan baek2 ajah yaa..gag nakal, nurut,,hehe..

I'll b ok..

I will never cry..
I will never fall..
Just bcos of u,,
doesnt mean that ure older than me,u will always right..
U can do wrong,,
i can do right..
As i said,i wont be like u,somedei..
Its my promise to my fam-to-be..