Saya bukan Tuhan yang selalu sempurna..
Saya bukan Ibu peri yang selalu mengabulkan semua permintaan..
Saya bukan boneka barbie yang fisiknya sempurna dengan ukuran baju 0..
Saya bukan badut yang harus membahagiakan semua orang..
Saya manusia,
Dengan segala kelebihan dan kekurangan saya..
I'm trying so hard to please u.
To make u proud of me.
But i think i fail :')
And i'm tired now.
Tired to compete with Ur standard.
Tired of being scared everytime i meet u,That i have to be very careful with what i say.
That the time bomb will explode when i say s'thing wrong.
Tired to wonder if i ever fail ur expectations.
I never be myself in front of u,that's pathetic.
I wanna share a lot.
Sharing the wonderful time when i saw sunrise in the mid of the ocean.
Sharing the excitement of my work achievement.
But im afraid.
Afraid that u'll never see that good in me.
That u'll always ask me to meet ur standard.
And compare me with anybody else.
I hate being compared,fyi.
Im tired.
And i'm all alone.
Please.
Terima saya.
Banggakan saya.
Ps.i will always love u tho..
