Monday, January 24, 2011

big blue sky collapse

As I walk to the end of the line
I wonder if I should look back
To all of the things that we're said and done
I think we should talk it over
Then I noticed the sign on your back
It boldly says 'try to walk away'
I go on pretending I'll be ok
This morning it hits me hard that
Still everyday I think about you
I know for a fact that's not your problem
But if you change your mind you'll find me
Hanging on to the place
Where the big blue sky collapse

Big blue sky collapse - adhitia sofyan

Monday, January 17, 2011

paradise has found.





  

Let's run.
Let's hide.
from the alarm of deadlines.
To the faraway island.
Where we don't have to worry about anything.
But the weather and the wind.
Playing like a child.
laughing like we have nothing in mind.
Doing some stupid and foolish things.
revealing all the secrets.
Laying down on those white sandy beaches.
craving for the squids and the fish chips.
enjoying the sea breeze and the twillight over the horizon.
while the wind blowing onto my face.
talking,arguing,laughing,wandering,daydreaming,star gazing.
sitting on the ocean's floor,soaking up the sun.
the beach wanderers,what are we looking for?
the paradise has found.

have a great year ahead everybody..:)

Photos courtesy : Nana.Nino.Titis.Day

Ps. I wish Ditto and Cesi were there, the 'Unpar'isme will be completed like here and here..:)

Sunday, January 16, 2011

The Sea



Flocking to the sea
Crowds of people wait for me
Sea gulls scavenge
Steal ice cream
Worries vanish
Within my dream

I left my soul there,
Down by the sea
I lost control here
Living free

Fishing boats sail past the shore
No singing may-day any more
The sun is shining
The Water's clear
Just you and I walk along the pier

I left my soul there,
Down by the sea
I lost control here
Living free

A cool breeze flows but mind the wasp
Some get stung it's worth the cost
I'd love to stay
The city calls me home
More hassles fuss and lies on the phone

I left my soul there,
Down by the sea
I lost control with you,
And living, living,
And I, living, by the sea

lyrics : Morcheeba

I miss the sea as much as I miss u, mia nickage.

Photos courtesy by : Nino. titis. Miki

Sunday, January 9, 2011

a scene for us..

I saw a transjakarta's driver with his daughter..
I saw a father and a daughter reading together on the kids' books section..
I saw a grandfather had a cool conversation with his lil grand daughter..
I saw a mother,grandma,and grand daughter sharing laughs..
It's a big city,
And I still see such scenes there yesterday..
People sharing their love with their kin..
After cynism and sarcasm words,
Even from the closest one.
And at the end of the day,
I finally realized,
It's clearly proven that we can't forced against the fate,darling..
We're trying so much hard to make it happen..
Just like what I said in our conservations last nite,'Hati kita gag jodoh'
I'm numb and tired.
I feel nothing.
Not even tears.
I hope someday we will have those scenes
With our loved ones.



Wednesday, January 5, 2011

no crossroads for us,mia lemon..

I see your back..
That small but strong one..
I wanna hug u baby.
But I know I couldn't.

I've left my past away..
I let that numbers vanished..
Just to welcoming you into my heart
Unlocking that empty room
It's been empty for quite long,maybe u'll find a spider web there
I don't care if its going to be happy end or not.
Well,actually I want it to
But To feel that feeling again is enough for me now.
The joy,
The excitement,
The heartbeat,
The jealousy,
The laughs,
The butterfly in my stomach,
Aahh,I forgot how it feels
Till u appears.

But then,
You just drop by for a while there
I have to let you go
Because I know,we have nothing to pursue
Though we have,it will be a long and winding road
You spinning my world around
The one who mesmerizes me.
the one who stunes me.
The one who makes me forget about number and bla bla.
The one whom I have to admit,
That I'm loving u anyway,my lemon..

Rhymes,rhymes,rhymes
I wanna walk in the same line with you,
Not just 2 lines side by side to the same horizon
And only meet in a crossroads,
Or maybe there never be crossroads for us?

Why can't we baby?

*36 months after the last 'love' word coming out of my mouth*